I was born with a hundred smiles around ,
with plain laughter's was i drowned,
the pain was not to be felt,
at least till i was on ground,

just a few visions do i remember,
about the way i was when i was younger,
then started my game that i had to play,
no matter what i just had to stay.

i had to take chances, for i was not the fate,
i had to take challenges, for i was not to hate
the ones that stood far, in the horizon
letting me play the game with unnerving fate

the chances i took was filled with fear,
of what had to come was almost so near,
i pretended, that in fate i believed, though
i knew with this i would only be deceived.

years of my life were spent with lies,
the times that occurred with painful smiles,
though i felt hard to smile, it was my fate alone,
that carved my life with pride.

the reason i searched, of why i was here,
"whom am i?", was the only thing that i could hear,
life isn't enjoying was told to me
but the purpose was far hidden from time to me.

the ones whom i wanted were never mine,
left with tragedy, my character turned sublime,
left alone was i in the world of sorrows,
rolling the dice was my only crime.

suffering, was not what it had to be,
but as the game started,
life went on without waiting for me,
i stood alone envisioning the way i used to be.

my story goes on,
if you like it just wait,
the chapters of my life is yet to be told,
for what is life without a song....

the life is not just a smile.........