I say one thing
[I mean another]
I never say
[What I really feel]
Feeling torn
[In every direction]
The pain inside
[Is the truth]
One side screams
[The other silences]
Paradoxes within
[Tear me apart]
Falling into
[The viscious cycle]
Been here before
[Didn't want to come back]
Enshrouded in darkness
[Hoping to discover]
Light is not the way
[But finding me is]