You can take this life
you can take my soul
but you can't take the fact,
you can't have control.

Refusal, and affection. How often they walk hand in hand.
Everyone says they love.
But so many people say hate is too strong of a word.
I however, love to hate.

We keep circling the drain,
coming back and forth between two options

Together
Apart

Trust
Skepticism

Fuck it. I don't need it.
Fuck you. I don't need you either.
You seem to have fallen in love,
while I have fallen in hate.

I have to watch each word.
Trying to hide my true feelings
No more. I will not lie anymore.
I haven't told the truth in so long,
now I am liberated from that.

Freedom is found when you embrace hate.
Forgo love.
I have fallen in hate.
And I
love to hate.