::Forlorn::
Today I'm Taking off my hat
I Push away the Violent Tendencies
And tie my hands behind my back..
I Sit in Silence as I wait To get whats Coming to me..
No emotion in my stare, I've hurt every single person that
Ment something to me...
So this is it, This is where i stand-
Redemption or Repentance? thats not what makes you a
man...
To have the courage to stand up to Everyone and admit that
I was wrong..
That it's my own fucking fault..And I've known it all
along..
Hiding behind anger like its some kind of Shield...
Because I've blamed everyone BUT myself for the way i
feel...
No ones is Innocent, and I'm far from it...
Too late to say Sorry....I Should've already done it.....
So i finally blame Me for my own Selfish act's...
All the Violent things I've Done and how Stupid i
React....
For all the People I've Fucked over who all gave me their
Trust...
Feelings of Disgust, Relationships Once Whole Eroded to
Dust...
I am my own Enemy, and I have been all along.....
It just Sucks... the Time I Wasted Just to Realize i was
Wrong...
So Today I'm Taking off my Hat..
I Strip myself of all my walls..
And Tie my Hands behind my Back....
Defenseless and Exposed I Kneel in all This Dirt...
This Poem is Dedicated to Everybody that I've Hurt....
-Unyke