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Letter to a Love Unknown

There's something strong on my heart and the only way i know to express my self is through my writings. . .
Through the coldest of night, and the hottest of day i've searched, i've prayed, even at times cryied even though a mans not supposed to cry. I sat I watched the stars at night and allowed them to speak to my heart, i've climbed the highest mountain, fallen deep into the deepest ocean, and wondered the world. I've sat and watched others find happiness, observed as they lived, laughed and loved, and i wondered. . . I've enured the most strenuous of tests, and even fallen into the embrace of enchantress and seductress. But yet my heart strayed, it longed and hungered, searching for it's rightful place the place where it belonged. I've sat silently and screamed to the top of my lungs, i've been optimistic, and i've lost all hope. I've run away, ducked and even hidden from myself and from the reality created by myself in myself. I've died inside and been reborn time and again, i've hurt and i've rejoiced, i've even smiled a time or two. I've been to hell through hell and out, i've suffered the greatest of pain and the happiest joy. . . in the end even when i suffured i found m peace, because even before i knew you i could see you, even before i met you i know that one day i would, though i didn't know when or how, or what form you would come in, but i knew you were coming. Even though you don't know it yet you were created from the same mold as i and as two pieces side by side in the great puzzle that is this life we belong together and can never be whole if not placed side by side. . . I want to be there for you as long as you allow me, i will never hurt you, deceive you or lie to you, i will protect your heart as my own, i will walk 1,000 miles to get where you are, and by your side i will never leave. . . The beauty that lies inside you is what i cherish. . . But i don't even think you know. . . i wish i could tell you. . . but. . .

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