I’ve never been capable of love
I’ve never been allowed that selfless and entirely pure happiness, not even for a second
Never that young love, the love where you live for the risk
No, i don’t take risks
I can tell you i’ve loved once, but it would be a lie
I felt the heartbreak before anything close to love could even happen
Maybe if i didn’t worry so much about the end at the beginning
Maybe i could have loved
For once i don’t want to be loved, but i want to be able to feel what it’s like to love nothing but that one person
The person you want to devote your entire life too
I want to be capable of love