The beast is quelled so deep inside
living in blackness, unable to cry
keeping me sane, helping me live
growing tired of being tamed

the darkness is think
suffocating me from the inside out
unable to think
unable to love
i look to darkness to consume the beast
but its to late
i'm too far gone
the beast is winning

Black liquid escapes my unwilling eyes
unsuccesfully trying to keep it inside
...i thought i hid the beast for good

stay awake! don't fall asleep
when you close your eyes
the beast opens his

free from judgement, because no one knows
this is a place where only he goes

the beast surrounds me, closing in
i feel sick all over again
he flashes that evil, once intoxicating grin

my body he touched with hands of fire
this is what it is to be the object of the beasts desire

try n fight
useless as his grip gets tight
scream out loud without making a sound
look into the eyes that bore this evil
and see your own flailing reflection

i can't think
only feel as my body sinks
feel the sting of the cold tile
surrounded in my own pathetic bile
wait...am i on the floor?
try to crawl to the door
i can't make it...to sore.
Flash of red...
shit is that blood?

its over for him
the beasts had his fill
wake up.
open your eyes.
feel the beast slip back inside

shut up. don't tell, swallow your pride.
at least this time you didn't die.
quell the beast once again.
take a deep breath
you'll need the strength for tomorrows test.

it doesn't end
it never does.
there's no reason no because

i see the best, no! how can that be?
wait, its not the one inside of me
this is the one who gets to roam free

i'm the one who finds his stare
it bears one message
but he carries it well
beware...don't tell.