Title: Desolation

As I lay here in solitude,
all alone without your love.

I look at that photo,
incredible how we looked so young.

Even though it feels like yesterday,
its been a year and six months today.

We were everything to eachother,
no matter what one would say.

It all ended in a fireball of words,
I hated you for everything that you've done.

You lied and cheated you fucking villan,
you sold my heart for a gun.

You shot our love dead,
you never cried.

I guess our friendship was done,
I left saying i'd never look back.

I got drunken with rage,
my soul colored pitch black.

and so I started to lie,
changed all of my trends.

I hurt my family my friends,
I wanted to die.

I hit rock bottom and got maxxed,
on the drug of your love.

You said i've changed for the worse,
and thats when push came to shove.

I went crazy that night,
lost everything that I loved.

It's time to take ahold of,
whats left of my life.

Look at these tears,
caused by the blade of my knife.

But im here today to tell you,
I've risen from the dead.

And from the ashes I'm reborn,
Here to fight back again.

Its not about money or fame,
I'm here for something way more.

To tell you how far i've come,
since that night you showed me the door.

I'm going to STEAL your love,
take it away from you whore.

I'm going to set it on fire,
watch it burst into flames.

I'm going to douse it in gas,
I'm fucking done with your games.

Your memory haunts me,
I'm going to drink you away.

You can't hurt me no more,
I'm calling you out on foul play.

And so I leave you with a message,
a second chance if I may.

To let you walk from your wreckage,
I'm asking you to stay.

In my life,
I miss you so.

If not here is a knife,
please let it find your soul.





Fuck You,
love, me.